5 years

This Thursday, the 29th of September, is five years.  Five years.  And how many still mourn?  If all the world were in sackcloth and ashes it would not be enough.  Not enough by half.  I miss her, my heart still weeps and remains shattered.  I never thought it would be so long, that the torment of life without Gayl could last more than a short time.  But no.  I wish the world knew her as I do, that I could tell people of her so that they would know how much has been lost.  If they could but know, their tears would overflow the oceans.  I miss Gayl.  I love Gayl.